Well I’ve been blogging about mostly random thoughts, but I think it’s time I write something about myself. They do say that the key to reaching any kind of audience is to share something about yourself. Well, okay it’s only one of many keys to success. I’m not exactly what someone would call an expert in the whole “Success in life” thing, but it’s funny… I used to pretend I was. Yes, I joked around with that motivational speaking thing in front of friends. They always got a laugh out of it and I had fun messing around. Wanna know something funny though? I think a lot of the advice was actually legit and useful.

I do find myself following it almost everyday. To some, it probably seems like I planned this, when really I think of it as just quirky things in life being what they are. It kinda reminds me of how I once joked around as an enforcer of proper manners in elementary school only to find myself following said proper manners later on in life. Again, quirky life thing is what it is. Though it may also be the fact that I unconsciously always wanted to have a sense of classiness.

I still follow those things I joked about, so maybe I was planning this thing the whole time and just didn’t know it until now. Have you ever felt that? It might’ve been a case of me brainwashing myself without knowing I was a brainwasher. I probably shouldn’t make too many statements about the idea of brainwashing, though, ’cause I’m about to go to sleep and there’s this thing where if I go to sleep while thinking of something, I’ll likely experience that thing in what I like to call “night-time escapades.”

I think those escapades really do something. It’s like there’s something there waiting for me to take apart and follow. They also feel like a real home of sorts. Sometimes I’ll wake up with them changing something. They often capture things I always felt at different points in my life, and it’s always something I find myself clinging to. It’s strange, and I always want more of it.

I’m not sure what others would think, but in the end it’s just me. ‘Til next time everyone o/